do you ever have times where you hate yourself and you make a mental list about all the things you dislike about yourself and then like a second later you feel like a giant bag of shit because youre complaining about stupid crap like grades and your appearence and friends and people in parts of the world dont have arms or legs or food or water or a family and then you just hate yourself even more because youre a selfish jerk wow cause i have those times like right now oh